Engineering to me is about careful relationships
I like engineering. I have an engineering 'bent of mind' (in addition to having other modes or bents of mind).
My engineering is not about control and extraction. It is about engaging in careful/caring relationships. Being attentive to the environments I enter/am in.
Some contemplations of mine brought to surface that engineering has attracted associations with destruction, extraction, injustice, anti-Earth. I understand how those associations have come about, there are very valid reasons behind those associations. I see that too, I respect that too.